You end up real disappointed when you go through life thinking people have the same heart as you.
Anonymous said: Is there anybody you like? And if so, why aren't you with them?
There is someone I love. Truly love, deep down in my soul. I can’t be with her because of certain circumstances, and the respect I have for her. We’ve discussed things, and for now it is what it is. Who knows where life will go? But, this complicates things for me a little because I meet people, and I like them, and I enjoy who they are as people, and the time I get to spend with them. But I don’t feel that soul synch I feel with her. And it’s selfish of me I suppose, but it is what it is. I will not invalidate my feelings for any human. They are mine, and I feel them, and they’re honest. This is why I don’t allow myself to get too close to people, because I know what I’m feeling and I don’t think it’s fair to someone else to give only half of myself away.
Sometimes you just need to cuddle and you need to be hugged, it’s a comfort thing, not because you wanna be in a relationship. It eases anxiety.